Selena Gomez reveals why she went to rehab
"My self-esteem was shot - I was depressed and anxious."
"My self-esteem was shot - I was depressed and anxious."
Selena Gomez has made her debut on the cover of , and spoke intimately about her struggle with depression, low self-esteem and the loneliness of her career.
The 24-year-old singer famously canceled her Revival tour last summer to enter rehab for undisclosed reasons, and admitted it was the "hardest" but "best" thing she's ever done.
맥스카지노Tours are a really lonely place for me," she told the publication. "My self-esteem was shot. I was depressed, anxious. I started to have panic attacks right before getting onstage, or right after leaving the stage.
"Basically I felt I wasn맥스카지노t good enough, wasn't capable. I felt I wasn맥스카지노t giving my fans anything, and they could see it - which, I think, was a complete distortion. I was so used to performing for kids.
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"What I wanted to say is that life is so stressful, and I get the desire to just escape it. But I wasn맥스카지노t figuring my own stuff out, so I felt I had no wisdom to share. And so maybe I thought everybody out there was thinking, This is a waste of time."
The former Disney star also appeared to mention ex-boyfriend Justin Bieber when she spoke about finding it hard to say no to selfies with young fans - which she happily did on numerous occasions during her interview with the fashion magazine.
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Selena also admitted that she became "addicted" to social media when she became the most followed person on Instagram, but no longer has the app on her phone.
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And on her 90 days receiving therapy, she reflected: 맥스카지노You have no idea how incredible it felt to just be with six girls, real people who [didn't care] about who I was, who were fighting for their lives.
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Selena appears in the April edition of Vogue magazine.